'Mar-a-Lago Face:' MAGA's Aesthetic Loyalty Test  ## Highlights - **Reporter’s Personal Reaction To The Aesthetic** - Oh expresses personal empathy and mixed feelings about aging, appearance, and women altering themselves for power. - She admits emotional response imagining future regret and relates it to her own aging at 38 and workplace visibility dynamics. Transcript: Gene Demby But, yeah, it's a strange thing to think about. And honestly, like, I kind of get emotional even thinking about it. Yeah. Why do you feel a bit emotional talking about some of this? I think because when i i think i have a lot of complicated feelings too with myself and like aging right and i mentioned that some in the piece and what it what it means when your face is sort Of considered in the context of a shelf life, right? And I can't help but even for someone like a Christine Nome, who I disagree with in policy just so vehemently, right? You know, decades from now, if she were to look in the mirror and just be like, you know, like, what have I done to myself? I, I, I could, as I am, I just wouldn't, I would feel very sympathetic towards that feeling. And I think women in particular, yes, they are, they are so judged for how they present themselves. You know, like I've mentioned, men are too in this administration. But the way women specifically have sort of been made to alter themselves to get the job is a different story. And I can't help but feel a little bit of just like sorry for her. But also in a very small way, just relate to, you know, like, yeah, I'm 38. I'm no longer like the youngest person in a Zoom call. And like, you know, well, I've long not been the youngest person in a Zoom call, but you know, like just going through the motions of like what that means for myself, how I relate to the World and move through the world. ([Time 0:24:29](https://share.snipd.com/snip/1703ea8c-18ee-4c0a-885e-ed37f723ef5d))